I can’t sleep again. I’m really sore. And I keep having phantom pains. For the past three hours it has felt like my toe’s still there and it’s really swollen, making it feel like a giant tourniquet is wrapped around the base of the toe, and it’s so tight it’s putting immense pressure on the bone. I can feel the pressure as if it’s from the inside out and it makes my whole foot go numb. It hurt so badly, and there was nothing I could do about it.
My chest hurts. I need to quit being mad, but it’s hard. I’m going to jam to some David Byrne for a while, try and calm down, and then maybe try to sleep.