This is rather depressing. I went looking for some information on how to contact the producers of a show I rather like the style of, and instead of finding the information I wanted I just ended up finding information on the actors. That would have been okay, since I’ve been curious what they’ve been up to, but now I wish I didn’t know. It’s just sad and depressing. Can’t there be a show out there that’s not only nice on the outside, but the people who make it are nice as well? Or is that asking too much? Maybe it’s true and all actors go insane eventually. What is it about that? Do they lose themselves in the characters they play, or do they just become warped? Who knows. Now it’s just kind of sad, knowing what happened to all of these people.


The world can be a pretty twisted, perverted, disgusting, horrific place at times. And that’s just not happy.


I should quit doing research this late at night and just stick to doing pointless happy crap. I think I’ll revert back to that for a minute.


Speaking of demented things, I went to Hot Topic earlier this evening like a good little teenager and browsed their clearance racks. I ended up getting a button to stick on my backpack that says, “I caught you picking your nose” – it was good for a laugh at only 98 cents. And I got some more nail polish because I think I’ve decided this is fun for a change. This time, for another 98 cents, I got a strange bluish purple. I suppose the color’s considered a bit goth, but I don’t think so. It’s just cute. Of course, I’ll probably end up taking it off tomorrow. What would I have to wear with it?! 🙂


Just kidding, of course.


Hmm… other happy stuff. In between forty pieces of junk email (can you believe it?) that I got today I received a few nice emails that made the day a little different from normal. Other than that, I already blogged pretty much everything else. Dang it, I need a hug. First the hospital, then the long hot car ride, and now my favorite show has been spoiled by demented people. Or chocolate. That might help too.