It’s been a very long day with way too many complicated thoughts presented to me all at one time. I’m feeling rather overwhelmed, uncertain about what I should do. I don’t ever like that feeling. I’m tired, my brain hurts, I’m feeling a wee bit down, so this is going to be short.
On the upside, however, it looks like I just might be going to Vegas after all. 🙂 That’s definitely something to cheer me up. I like travelling. When things looks worst and I’m looking for an answer I like change. I like going some place new, or at least some place I haven’t been in a very long time. It clears my head, helps me to look at things differently. Sure, I could do that by driving out to West Virginia for the day or something, but I don’t have any nice friends in West Virginia. 😀
It’s never hit me harder than today just how much I want Virgin University. I don’t know if I’ve mentioned that in a while. It has taken a bit of a back-seat in my brain lately over the latest turmoil with my Uni application. It’ll have to stay in the back for a little while longer as I finish my portfolio. But it hit me today like a ton of bricks. I don’t want anything else, I want VU. And I want to start it. I want to work my tail off for it. But that will be the best part. Now if only I could get it off the ground. But in order to do that I need to get over my writer’s block. I’ve had this for over two months now and it’s killing me! I hate not being able to write what I want to and write it effectively. Stupid brain.
And that’s it for me tonight. I need sleep.